You make me so sad it’s laughable.

I have spent the last few days creating a wall around myself to keep you out, and with one peek you turned it all to dust. Haha.

I tried so hard to feel sad all at once and get over with it, and I thought I had just reached the end when I saw your text once again.

Haha, to be honest, I had checked a couple of times, over the past few days, to see if I had received any word from you.

But when I finally did, I felt happy; no I shouldn't feel happy about it. I'm trying to forget you, and the fact that a mere text from you can stir up so many feelings inside me is pathetic, it's laughable 😂

I do not know if I should laugh or cry, but I do know that there is nothing I can do about it.

You are happy I guess, while I'm trying to be.

But the brief confrontation has made it clear to me that the boy who used to go to school only to see his crush is still alive in me somewhere.

Nevertheless, I shall once again embark upon this journey of forgetting you, and once again get on the task of building walls around myself, only this time much stronger.

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