Lately I haven't
Been able to attach my heart 
To this 
Or to that
I don't look at things anymore
For I can only look through them
I never knew
Everything could be
So uninteresting and bland 
Colourless and far from 
All things grand 

Its a pain now
To feel even pain 
Im too tired now
To try and keep 
The ricocheting pieces of 
My breaking heart In place 
If it breaks 
Let it break 
If the world starts to lose it's color 
Let that shit drain 
Let there be sorrow 
And let there be despair 
Let tears flood 
All the rooms of the world 
Let everyone drown
And let them maintain
An unshakeable contact
With my line of sight 
As they struggle for breath 
Cause fuck this 
And fuck that 
Let me take rest now 
And sit back
As I watch 
The things I desperately prayed against 
Finally come to life